SONICALLY BURNING BLOOD TREE

selamat hari perempuan sedunia

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eh, kok gak ada hari laki-laki ya??
hehe …

.. i shouldnt regret it that ive missed Muse concert :

1. ive never a big fan of them
2. i only know their hits and never so keen to know more about them
3. the day afterward i watched russian ballet that was so beautiful that i even forget there was another big event before
4. it was a saving for a lot of money
5. ive never feel have missed it. didnt give it a damn. except for the fact that Muse was the band with the best stage live act. but i can still watch the dvd. indonesia is a countryfull of piracy. hell yeahh

no offense. maybe this can be regarded as an alibi. xp

ive missed suede [hiks x'c], sonic youth, and bali concert of hoobastank. is backstreet boys counted too?? ahah.

" i will be chasing a starlight "

. on raining season
  " im only happy when it rains "

. on whatever the thing they called valentine
  " here comes love its like honey you cant buy it with money youre not alone anymore you shot me to the core "
  [ i never did believe this kind of thing. love is priceless. doesnt need any specific day or buy pink things to make the other believe youre in love. jerks are exceptional. kidding xD ]

but i love these couples, though.
kurt - courtney . a slut can be loved too
thurston - kim . you can be lovers and professionals at the same time. hmm, beda sepenggaris?? hahah.

. today is muse concert that i skip cause theres no enough money in my pocket. buat hana, hummm, bolehlah nonton club 8. du du du du…

" celebrate the myriad ways that i love you "

quote yg gw lupa dari film London. yang ngomong Bateman juga

"gw mendingan nyeselin hal yang gw lakuin daripada nyeselin hal yang gak gw lakuin"

[ini waktu dia encourage Syd buat ketemu ma London]
quote yg hampir sama pernah gw denger di payung2 parkiran Labschool, Jumat 21 May 2004 jam 3 sore. dia [si pemberi quote] nyesel gak nglakuin ssuatu dan dia gak pengen gw nyesel kayak dia. akhirnya gw nglakuin ssuatu itu dan terjadilah hal yang terjadi kemudian. do i regret it? ntahlah. gak apa2 juga sih. its past anyway…c=

heh, sadar gak lo kalo lo yang diomongin? apa lo nggak inget? jangan tengok kanan kiri, iya elo…elo, dear mbak o-jakk. hehe

- LONDON

i was hoping for something britishist on this movie. ternyata London itu nama orang. tapi ada satu karakter britishman disini, dan mayan penting. jadi ceritanya, London mau pindah besok pagi. sementara Syd -her exboyf- masih ngarepin balik dan makin depresi karena dah dua bulan trakhir London gak hubungin, even cuman ngasih tau mau pindah. datenglah Syd ke farewell partynya London, padahal gak diundang dan gatau-mau-ngapain-jadi-dia-cuman-minum-dan-ngokain-di-kamar-mandi.
i love the plot. gak ada adegan atau settingan yang dramatis. yang bikin dramatis itu ceritanya sendiri. percakapan2 antar tokohnya dan flashback2nya. realistis, sama kayak lo ngerasain di dunia nyata, lo gak akan tau apa yg terjadi selanjutnya, dan apa yang lo pikir blom tentu itu yang sebenernya.
gw juga suka film yang dont give a damn ma nama blakang. nyusahin. udahlah, nama panggilan cukup. kecuali film2 klasik dgn gelar Duchess of … dan smacamnya.
dceritain gimana dulu brantem2nya Syd ma London. salahsatunya karena perbedaan pandangan tentang Tuhan <== itu bukan gak penting. dan topik itu dibahas lagi ma Syd ma tmennya pas mereka lagi high. entah mereka emang pinter sampe high pun masih bisa cerdas atau malah bego dan butuh high dulu biar bisa cerdas. trus -sbagaimana smua orang putus- Syd ngerasa jadi orang paling menderita sedunia padahal di dunia - tmasuk di dketnya sndiri- ada orang yang lebih menderita. sayang, kyaknya film ini kena sensor dikit.
quote yang gw inget dari Bateman, si british character, si bankir yang nyandu kokain, si orang yang nyadarin Syd kalo di dunia masih ada orang yang lebih menderita. [ ada dua quote sbnernya, tapi gw lupa yang satunya lagi ]
Bateman : " teorinya, perlu sepertiga dari waktu lo pacaran untuk bisa heal lagi. kalo lo sama London dua setengah taun brarti lo butuh waktu sepuluh bulan buat bisa nglupain dia completely. skarang lo udah brapa bulan putus?"
Syd : " enam bulan lebih beberapa hari. kayaknya butuh waktu setengah deh, bukan sepertiga."
Bateman : " mungkin. tapi tinggal empat bulan.. coba jalanin dulu."

teori yang gak sepenuhnya bisa dipercaya.
pas nonton film ini, gw mikir film ini cocok buat orang2 yang abis putus, biar bisa refreshing minds. tapi setelah ngeliat endingnya, cuih, jangan buat orang abis putus deh. bikin ngarep. karena gak smua bisa kayak gitu. ambil maknanya lah.

ps. yang main jadi London Jessica Biel. gw nonton ini abis nonton The Illusionist. rada bete juga gara2 muka yang kluar dia lagi. huhuh

ALWAYS ON MY MIND
Petshop Boys

Maybe I didn’t treat you quite as good as I should
Maybe I didn’t love you quite as often as I could
Little things I should’ve said and done, I never took the time
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Maybe I didn’t hold you all those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you, I’m so happy that you’re mine
If I made you feel second best, I’m so sorry, I was blind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasn’t died
Give me one more chance to keep you satisfied
Satisfied

Little things I should’ve said and done, I never took the time
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasn’t died
Give me one more chance to keep you satisfied

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Maybe I didn’t treat you quite as good as I should
Maybe I didn’t love you quite as often as I could
Maybe I didn’t hold you all those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you, I’m so happy that you’re mine

(Maybe I didn’t love you…)

* seseorang bilang ini lagu putus a.k.a lagu buat mantan. tapi kemudian dia bilang yang bilang ini lagu buat mantan itu gw. lhah? [walaupun gw emang ngeliat ada penyesalan di dalemnya]

apapun.

smoga lagu ini gak terjadi lagi. the shittiest thing happen is regret. thats one of what mother’s says. she didnt say ’shit’, actually.

" im so happy that youre mine "

*bury the hatchet*

are everyone is a mystery?
are everyone is an enigma?
they certainly was…
.
.
…..AM I???

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